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-The hardest part about walking away from you is knowing that you won't run after me.
-You never stop loving someone; you just learn to live without them
-Everyone tells me i should forget you, that you don't deserve me...Well, they're right. But i do deserve you.
-How can i possibly get over you...when you are the only thing on my mind???
-I'm not going to stress over you anymore. It isn't worth it. I tried to work something out but you just ignored it. I'm not trying to say I don't want you, cuz i do...All I'm saying is I'm done chasing after you. It just causes too much pain.
-If he's dumb enough to walk away, be smart enough to let him go
- I WANT to say i deserve better and MEAN it. I WANT to say I give up and BELIEVE it. I WANT to say I'm moving on and DO it.
-Every girl has that one guy she goes back to, heartbreak after heartbreak and nobody knows why, not even her. And she just can't let go.

Me!!

my friend's drawing of me!! She's good!! Love ya Kat!!

I'm Here

Those that are sorrowful; those stuck in
that long tunnel without a light, I can
be your light. If anyone knows what you
have been through, its me. I may not
always be able to solve all of your
problems completely, but I will help
as much as possible. If there really
is no possible, physical way that i
may help, I will absolutely make you
feel so much better. I had to seek out
my own light. My light that i found
was very dim, but i accepted it and i
made it very bright. I will be your
resplendent light. Sometimes i have
my slip-ups, but i always, always come back because
i know that there is hope and love waiting.
"Depression hurts," this statement is very true.
But there is a difference. Depression hurts,
absolutely, but I can help. I want to help. I want to hear your
story, your testimony,
anything. Trust me, I am here for you,
even if I don't know you, even if you just
need someone to talk to or pour your heart
out to; I'm here. If you don't want your
message to me being posted publicly, feel
free to email me at: sami82995@gmail.com
Thank you so much! <3

I can't run anymore,
I fall before you,
Here I am,
I have nothing left,
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am,
Take me home,
I'm through fighting it,
Broken,
Lifeless,
I give up,
You're my only strength,
Without you,
I can't go on,
Anymore,
Ever again.


Constantly ignoring,
The pain consuming me,
But this time it's cut too deep,
I'll never stray again.

Eww! its me!!

David Schmitt!!!

yummy

Dreams

My shattered dreams are broken glass on pavement;
They are no longer flourishing like bees to their queen;
My faith needs to ignite like fireworks on the day of independence;
My heart once glowed like the sun but now is a burned bulb;
I search for the right path but only to find a dozen wrong trails;
Why is it that the darkness never ends for me?

My memories are filled with pain and pure never-ending malice;
My flower never appears to blossom, but shrivels;
I see no light at the end of the never fading, ever deepening tunnel;
The fun times I recall were trying to imagine a better life;
My closest friend is only a wispy figment of my illusion-filled imagination;
Is there no hope for me?

This dark abyss is so empty; there is nothing for me;
I am alone, I am so unloved that I don’t even have a shadow;
I am a puny, pathetic little weed with no purpose in life;
Even in my own person-filled world, I’m the only one I know;
My heart is fragile, for it can easily be broken, torn to pieces;
I am a bomb without a fuse for I am dying to explode;
Why must this unbearable suffering continue until I am in ruins?

I see something ahead of me, something effulgent;
This masochistic beast hurls its body towards me;
I duck but it grabs me before I can slip away.
Its touch is very warm, not bitter at all;
All my problems seem to disappear;
These atrocious yet kind arms hold me secure;
Why does this feel so empathetic?

I don’t belong here, something is not right;
I am feeling blissful inside, but what is wrong?
My hatred seems to meander away;
The beast that once was enraged is now at peace;
What is this irrevocable love doing in my life?
~Samantha Cornish~

Just a little something i felt like writing

I've fallen to pieces. I'm hopeless. Will anybody ever understand what I've been through? Everything is so far away. At times, I feel like a thoughtless, masochistic beast. Yet at others, I am a pensive little creature. I see the changes all around me. Sometimes I feel like I don't belong. I am the person under the bridge. I portray a life of helplessness and concern. I am concerned for the world around me for they are clueless.

I am the surgeon. I help mend people's hearts everyday. Whether they are bruised, torn, shattered, or even missing pieces. As i watch the world whirl by, I ponder if I should remain uncomfortable in my pit of malice. The mysterious thoughts of this world are unfathomable. I strive to go on, to grasp what little hope I have left draining out of my ever-so-limp body.

Hola!!

Yo creo que todo el mundo debe saber Jesus Cristo! Yo quiero ellos creer que Jesus puede ahorrar y no importa lo que Jesus estara alli. Siempre. En mi vida, yo han experimentado tanto dolor porque personas arruinado gran parte de mi vida. Yo diria que Dios salvo mi vida porque yo estaba en una situacion donde mi vida podria haber terminado pero Dios ayudo a mi. El siempre estuvo alli para mi! Si usted crees que Dios siempre estara ahi y que El puede salvarte, su fe crecera tanto porque usted lo ama mucho mas. Si usted esta sufriendo, busque a Dios para que El siempre esta alli a tu lado. El no puede hacer mal, El es perfecto en todos los sentidos. El conoce cada pensamiento o sueno. Esto es lo que yo le diria a una persona que no tiene fe en Jesus Cristo. Si no crees, El no ayudo.

MY KITTY

Leo, my kitty. lol

Ok this is amazing! I would love this as a birthday cake! YUM!! RiGhT? Hmmm....birthday cake....OH YEAH! Its my birthday tomorrow!!! 16 BABY!

The Lonely Tree (The Exam Picture)

This tree is alone. It seems lost. There is no hope for him. It is broken on the inside. He is cold. Nobody knows this tree like i do. This tree knows me. And im just babbling on and on because i thought it sounded cool at first(you have to admit that it did sound cool).

Exams

I am sooo not looking forward to exams next week. ugh. PLZ NO FAIL!!!!!!!!

who cares

idk idc who cares

Death/Life...idk

Death is peaceful, easy. Life is harder. Death, everything just disappears. All of your worries and troubles. But life, life is so difficult. You have to go through all of the troubles and difficulties. You have so much to give up when you die, but you can have eternal life. That seems better than life. Doesn’t it? But death is just the easy way out. You have a choice…choose life. No matter what. When your time comes, you may leave. But that is just not up to you. You cant decide when your time is up. That is only in the hands of God. He will carry you through anything. He forgives any and every sin. We were born right into sin, yet our Holy Lord sent his one and only Son that could perform miracles(miracles to us anyway) to die on the cross. He sent his Son to not just be crucified but he was spit at called some what i am pretty sure are some names that i am not allowed to say on here cuz well u know(i wouldnt say them anyway) and the whole time he could have just blown everyone to smitherines and just gotten right off that cross with no problem. If i was on that cross and i was being spit at and called names for something that i was completly innocent for, i would have just killed everyone there and just hopped right off and think "Oh yeah, now everything is just all so very oh so fine and dandy because I AM NOT DEAD!!!" And he died for each and everyone of us so we would be with Satan and rot in Hell and yet we were born into sin and we commit a sin almost everyday and yet we are able to have eternal life with Christ who is sitting at the right hand of the Lord Almighty. That is totally way cool.

i did not copy this from anywhere...it's just my usual random thoughts that go through my head. ahhh randomness

i sprained my foot but yet i got a harley yesterday. it may be pint size but it is a hog. WHOO HOO YEEHAWWWW BABY I rode all around myu block last night at 10:00 and i have this awesome horn and i wouldnt stop honkin it yeah

Cool Donkeys

You know what donkeys are awesome. i have had at least 11 donkeys since i was six years old. they are so funny and cute. and funny oh and very cute. then i thought i loved them sooo much then one day...i think that one MALE donkey thought i was a pretty lady donkey...I DON'T WANNA BABY!!!!!